I left my soul in california It left a bullet in my brain Now i've got to find some solace before i go insane Well, maybe i already have Maybe i'll just shuffle around until i live again But i still won't exist in my own skin I'd rather be a mound of dust or a roadside husk in the summertime than beat this path i'm bent on Sincerely, Rock bottom feels so welcoming when every ounce of will to live has gone Oh, it's exactly what i wanted all along But i still dream of dying It's exactly what i needed all along But i'm so tired of trying

A killer, a lawyer and a ghost Unrelenting parasite sans a living host Kill it for sickening profit Seal it and line their pockets If there's a god, i know he's laughing at us Heaven forbid we have the nerve to cackle back I don't have the answers and neither do you So hush up corner worm, learn your place Stop acting like you know I've got an honorable thesis and a satanic peroxide grin Indoctrinate us, fire off at all costs You let it slip A scathing requiem for sweaty palms Elusive glitch results preposterous misfire A thief has to wonder What shall i take when all's been taken from man? Even an officer has to ponder if just existing is the sickest crime of all I've got a problem with the way you handle problems I'm a problem myself and that's acknowledged I never had the answers and never did you So hush up corner worm, learn your place Stop acting like you know Of the harvestmen, Of the secular Falsely gone fishing The curvature of my spinal cavity is the least of your concerns right now, captain Sidestep all rationale, i got it Now i'm left all rationed out, swaggered out You're all sick Creature of habit forced out of habit

Hey pastor, give me all your drugs send me to religious academy and i'll come back wearing a rug this can happen to you and it will Blessed calamity Hey heathen, get your ass to church Pentecostal arrythmia Serpent's hiss in your honor Decievers beware! I've got a cauldron full of fables to spill And you're gonna hear 'em Right between the coward eyes Remember when i used to stand in place scouting for demons? Remember when i got headwind? Remember when the chandelier silkily severed you And i stared on with such striking indifference I like it when they kill me I like it when they rush in While preaching total indifference Lemon drop, lemon drop Reprehensible static soul Irrigate my littered psyche? No thanks, i'll irrigate my own Twist the pointless narrative To fit my pointless desires I'm spiraled out, lateralus Oh christ, i'm fired up No son of mine! (Twist) I'm unfathomably venomous in mind, body and spirit Twice beneath the phallic throne

Spiders crawl into your dreams Arachnophilic Clonazepam choir Saturnalia at best, Oh but i digress We know what you are Ruptured enigmatic star Marvel at my design Little scraps of sanity left to relish in decay Makeshift faux prescription bliss to sanitize the tray 'Til it breaks and it bends and gets shattered at all ends You shake, rebuild, the cycle starts again Pray tell why i ache And why should i care? Hope is all but a dream down here It isn't there as we're fumbling down the stairs How is it fair we should dangle from string mid-air? I don't care Tortured figures behind the glass Collapsed under meta-tectonic mass React disproportionately in fact Relax, you're using all of your air too fast on goddamn happenstance Fiberglass in your lungs you snort your own thoughts through a wendy's straw Saturn's rings left a mess I stayed in stasis I know you're proud but please just hold your applause Fuckin' look what i've done

Irrelevant, I remain Protruding only in name A dab will do ya I'm training mules in the canyon of omnipotent lord He stands there writhing in the wings How derivative If i don't see it, it isn't there Is all not temporary after all? And what does it matter? Theory birthed in real time Chadwick relayed it for the layman's grasp This is not a break stop I just have to shit No passenger of mine will falter under Amarillo sky Arizona, stranger to my left CEVS now take hold Cartoonish, childish drivel Onward to desert divine Not one palm but twenty nine

Starbent and flaccid Immune to consy Nine circles deep I pray to keep the vaguest semblance of sanctum Oh, what sizzling potent hell are the poets scrawling about What fire doth burn not within me to viciously claw my way out A prison all my own in cocooned damnation Seek and you shall find throbbing mountainous waste Me gusto purgatory In limbo, i shall stay Aligherian hellscape A time before modern television Neurotic recognizance Syndicated bedlam Macroscopic breeze Amboy soiree, let night fall Sirrens pace the waters, I revert to sin Weaving, violently weaving A descent to colossal Lips aflame with unrepentant kashmir Bow out, bow down Nuggets of truth from a lying mouth Let's crawl to hell and see what the fuss is about I've been there thrice in several different forms Let's celebrate this madness Let's celebrate our demise Egocentric paleolithic baritones en masse Dante was epiphanized and decided to dip his toes It ended in objective blood loss Achilles lies in wait Tape it shut, block it out Bet your bottom dollar, sassafras Pissant!

radio signals fuck your eyes up wish i would've, wish i could've blinders on, no side use sidewind with the high end no cayenne, i'm super soft falsify my ineptitude in grandeuric mass of ants pun intended hill rot, no worry, no hurry i've got a strict schedule, fuck it no redeeming qualities save for the blacktail no redeeming qualities save for my inner fuck you jesus is just alright by me he's got a blank ass stare and a pointless degree civil servant, crusher of cultural norms inject the plasma back in so the sheep can find you herder of secrecy bleeding blacktail, synonymous with synonymous the ray of sunshine stays on and welcomes hope with open arms i'm swimming in detritus heaven help me, i'm swimming in detritus you counted your eggs Settle it down, they're hatching! Oh gracious mother hen You are now the product Sell yourself, your drawer is short Rubbed raw with the intensity of hercules or sisyphus rolling his goddamn boulder i don't know what to compare it to, but fuck you the entire universe is collapsing in on itself and you want to talk to me about kaleidoscopic genocide at the hand of father gregory's divining rod What's the point in this mayhem? What's your goal? I feel absent As always, blacktail fm bringing you the best in nothing We want the airwaves back and we want them coated You're the solution Transmission overload Cosmic irrepairable majestic Reincarnation of Joseph Stalin It's rewinding now! No body, no mind requiring more than i can give Like hardened paint chips Never have i ever placed my hands on a burning stove You want a what from me? What's your cause? I've got a mechanism pending Retreat, you scallywag! Mirror mirror, on the phallus who's the squarest of them all? who will meet my criteria? who will rise and who will fall Blacktail imminent, your clock ticks down grotesque innovations in the realm of meticulous cybercrime Now who's a banana? Now who's a vegetable? The second coming of parmesan Think twice before you blink twice and everything goes missing Even i can't fathom the patterns i've dropped Oh heavens my! Do not paint inside the tracks Coffee brewed from skull fragment In a bowl built by irrational pigeons I want to stow away (fuck you) The devil in me needs the devil in you